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into the nought
01:49
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the undertow of a deepest confusion
devouring flimsy orders that all we have
you have to think twice
for what you put your life on the line (you have to think twice)
how long can you walk down this way?
despite I don't know where he leads us
does that exersion has a properly price?
even if you clime all the way up
it ends, all ends
in a matter of a few more days
fear will change into frenzy (all the bodies)
can't help sitting still (to be dyed in black)
let's dance this night away
everything surely come to nought
that's the very peace to be given
he puts the edge of his huge scythe to your throat
fear will change into frenzy (all the bodies)
can't help sitting still (to be dyed in black)
let's dance this night away
everything surely come to nought
that's the very leveler to be hailed
auxilium ipsum, memento mori
your will to live always brings my fear of death
wanna be richer than others? wanna be brighter than others?
close your eyes and forget
my will to live always brings your fear of death
wanna be greater than others? wanna be stronger than others?
close your eyes and forget
the undertow is devouring your everything (your everything)
pray for scythe or die like mice
dance a waltz in his arms
auxilium ipsum, memento mori
fear will change into frenzy (all the bodies)
can't help sitting still (to be dyed in black)
let's dance this night away
everything surely come to nought
that's the very peace to be hailed
pray for scythe and dance on ice
pray for scythe or dance on ice
the sound of annihilation is beating out a rhythm of noghut
pray for scythe and dance on ice
pray for scythe and dance on ice
the sound of annihilation is beating out a rhythm of nought
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Abandon Me
04:21
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don't expect me unilaterally, you are too one-sided
please don't be concerned with me and my everything
I don't care how you think 'bout me, and I don't need to know it
I really don't care when you put me under surveillance, oh
what a meddler you are
I cannot remember making you my cradle
that is full of poignant irony
we clearly have no more things and times to share
just leave me alone
leave me alone
remove me from your world
don't expect me unilaterally, you are too one-sided
please don't be concerned with me and my everything
I don't care how you think 'bout me, and I don't need to know it
I really don't care when you put me under surveillance
let you down? said you; I don't live my life for you
abandoned me? said you; that's what I wish for
I won't give it my best for your smile
I won't give it my best to put your mark on it
let you down? said you; I don't live my life for you
abandoned me? said you; that's what I wish for
I won't give it my best so that you can smile
I won't give it my best to put your mark on it
you know all you have to do is
leave me alone
just leave me alone
leave me alone
I won't give it my best so that you can smile
I won't give it my best to put your mark on it
you know all you have to do is
leave me alone
just leave me alone
leave me alone
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Moonlight
04:54
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no need to take my hand
no need for any salvation
I thought I could carry on even if you were not around
no need for a green worn-out map
no need for any blue street signs
I thought I could walk through the night
I didn't think I was like a shabby homeless tramp
feeling uneasy with the words from my mouth
what am I speaking now?
this is not what I'm supposed to be
feeling uneasy with the trail of my feet
where am I going now?
this is not what I'm supposed to be
no one gives me a push on my back
while I'm fumbling about, my time is running out
the night blinds me, I'm stuck here
only the moonlight is bright enough to illuminate the way
suffocated by embarrassment
their glance chills me to the bone
I know now that the man has sown all the seeds is me
enraged by irrational anger
that is burning down myself
I realize now that the roots of all evil are in me
feeling uneasy with the words from my mouth
what am I speaking now?
this is not what I'm supposed to be
feeling uneasy with the trail of my feet
where am I going now?
this is not what I'm supposed to be
no one gives me a push on my back
while I'm fumbling about, my time is running out
the night blinds me, I'm stuck here
or should I wait for the time when Atlantis rises?
I thought I was not quite myself
don't care about someone's fame (give it to me now)
already worn to tatters
hurt by my own knives; the wounds could be mortal at any moment oh
no matter how many times I try to make a medicine from the remorse,
it always ends in failure
because I'm alone
no one gives me a push on my back
while I'm fumbling about, my time is running out
the night blinds me, I'm stuck here
only the moonlight is bright enough to illuminate the way
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Carousel
04:34
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since when? I've had it coming my way
the day I set my hand to this?
they say you yourself (are) the very criminal who makes life complex
shouldn't have been as hard as this to live from day to day
where do we go from here? I keep on wavering
no matter how much I try to think
through the days, through the months, through the years
I keep on wavering
let them plan a road on which to walk than worry about this and that
time's just passing by? while I am
groping for a road on which to walk
in the end, there's nothing I've done
if any others get through, one of them
make an end of the carousel
I still lose myself
since when? I've had it coming my way
the day I set my hand to this?
they say you yourself are the very criminal who makes life complex
shouldn't have been as hard as this to live from day to day
so many times I've tried to get off
but always lack faith in myself
oh please send me a light
the redemption I deserve
time's just passing by? while I am
groping for a road on which to walk
in the end, there's nothing I've done
if any others get through, one of them
make an end of the carousel
I still lose myself
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224
02:24
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The eyes of a femme fatale have me lose my role
The voice of a femme fatale have me lose control
I'm tasting this kind of circumstance
I'm totally conscious
but sometimes, wanna get rid of the distance between us
I can come closer to you, infinitely
we're far, actually
don't be arrogant, you're just a caged bird
I'm standing on my own feet
easy to forget about you
that's the way your business goes
thank me, I'll be fooled
but sometimes, wanna get rid of the distance between us
I can come closer to you, infinitely
we're far, actually
don't wanna stray from the path
don't wanna show myself up with shame
I've been looking down on them, it is still...
from the bottom of my own heart
don't wanna stray from the path
don't wanna show myself up with shame
whem I'm out of objective view
soon begin to falling into ruin
your actual eyes nor your actual voice
I do not know at all yet
so then I have to see it all, then I have to hear it all
can't help stray from the path
I don't know where it came from, but the strange power fill my soul
somehow I feel like making every dreams come true
I don't know where it came from, but the strange power fill my soul
somehow I feel like making any dreams come true
come closer, infinitely
we're not far, acutually
want you to wait for me gonna see you now
and I can't wait it anymore
as the distance is filled, I'm not conscious
no, perhaps already lost my role and control
come closer, infinitely
we're not far, acutually
that's the way my love goes
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Something Whispers
06:18
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I, the dreamer, am goin' insane
something still keeps whispering my name
my room became empty before I knew it
how cruel, tearing down my life
it's just like a thunderbolt from the blue
without a chance to say goodbye
keep hearing my name
walk to the place where my voice comes from
though I’m about to collapse to both my knees
stuck in my brain, or something's whispering my name
now I can't make the right decision
you have my heart and I have nothing to do
but to wander like a...
becoming plain, something's whispering my name
though I can't see the right direction
you have my heart and I have nothing to do
but to wander like a sleep-walker
I, the dreamer, am goin' insane
something still keeps whispering my name
let me know, for heaven's sake, that this will have an end, or won't it?
without any prospects, I'll have the greatest dread
keep hearing my name
walk to the place where my voice comes from
though I’m about to collapse to both my knees
stuck in my brain, or something's whispering my name
now that I can't make a right decision
you have my heart and I have nothing to do
but to wander like a...
becoming plain, something's whispering my name
though I can't see the right direction
you have my heart and I have nothing to do
but to wander like a sleep-walker
the star is falling and the voice is thawing in the air
the way is interrupted just before the stone
more than a thousand words lead us to nowhere
we are here
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The Last Page
08:05
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quite exhausted, worn out body and heart
6 feet under, buried in the ground
time is accelerated, swallowed by the rapid stream
nothing left to do; only trash to be carried away
although I thrash my cold limbs, the current's going faster n' faster
by the time you realized, I've already drowned and died
so to speak, like a bland novel I know for sure
oh I cannot remember anything at all about it
out of my fucking mind
I cannot put the shoe on the other foot for the rest of my fucking life
welcome, turn the first page
the void is now yours
take my life, I'm wandering without any reasons
take my life, I've lost so many seasons
quite exhausted, worn out body and heart
6 feet under, buried in the ground
time is accelerated, swallowed by the rapid stream
nothing left to do; only trash to be carried away
although I thrash my cold limbs, the current's going faster n' faster
by the time you realized, I've already drowned and died
so to speak, like a bland novel, I know for sure
facing death in ice-cold water with fire on my back
everyday, everynight, tryin' to make just one highlight in my life
blue fire may burn me to death before I drown in the rapid stream
everytime, everywhere, waitin' for white bright spotlight before me
facing death in ice-cold water with fire on my back
blue fire may burn me to death before I drown in the rapid stream
take my life, I'm wandering without any reasons
take my life, I've lost so many seasons
oh lord, add new chapters or kill me
this life is not worth living
now's the time, time to say goodbye
what I have left to say is falling down from purple lips
it's the least I wish you to do
please hold a red beautiful rose after the last page
now's the time, time to say goodbye
what I have left to say is falling down from purple lips
it's the least I wish you to do
please hold a red beautiful rose after the last page
now's the time, time to say goodbye
what I have left to say is falling down from purple lips
it's the least I wish you to do
please hold a red beautiful rose after the last page
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