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the undertow of a deepest confusion devouring flimsy orders that all we have you have to think twice for what you put your life on the line (you have to think twice) how long can you walk down this way? despite I don't know where he leads us does that exersion has a properly price? even if you clime all the way up it ends, all ends in a matter of a few more days fear will change into frenzy (all the bodies) can't help sitting still (to be dyed in black) let's dance this night away everything surely come to nought that's the very peace to be given he puts the edge of his huge scythe to your throat fear will change into frenzy (all the bodies) can't help sitting still (to be dyed in black) let's dance this night away everything surely come to nought that's the very leveler to be hailed auxilium ipsum, memento mori your will to live always brings my fear of death wanna be richer than others? wanna be brighter than others? close your eyes and forget my will to live always brings your fear of death wanna be greater than others? wanna be stronger than others? close your eyes and forget the undertow is devouring your everything (your everything) pray for scythe or die like mice dance a waltz in his arms auxilium ipsum, memento mori fear will change into frenzy (all the bodies) can't help sitting still (to be dyed in black) let's dance this night away everything surely come to nought that's the very peace to be hailed pray for scythe and dance on ice pray for scythe or dance on ice the sound of annihilation is beating out a rhythm of noghut pray for scythe and dance on ice pray for scythe and dance on ice the sound of annihilation is beating out a rhythm of nought
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Abandon Me 04:21
don't expect me unilaterally, you are too one-sided please don't be concerned with me and my everything I don't care how you think 'bout me, and I don't need to know it I really don't care when you put me under surveillance, oh what a meddler you are I cannot remember making you my cradle that is full of poignant irony we clearly have no more things and times to share just leave me alone leave me alone remove me from your world don't expect me unilaterally, you are too one-sided please don't be concerned with me and my everything I don't care how you think 'bout me, and I don't need to know it I really don't care when you put me under surveillance let you down? said you; I don't live my life for you abandoned me? said you; that's what I wish for I won't give it my best for your smile I won't give it my best to put your mark on it let you down? said you; I don't live my life for you abandoned me? said you; that's what I wish for I won't give it my best so that you can smile I won't give it my best to put your mark on it you know all you have to do is leave me alone just leave me alone leave me alone I won't give it my best so that you can smile I won't give it my best to put your mark on it you know all you have to do is leave me alone just leave me alone leave me alone
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Moonlight 04:54
no need to take my hand no need for any salvation I thought I could carry on even if you were not around no need for a green worn-out map no need for any blue street signs I thought I could walk through the night I didn't think I was like a shabby homeless tramp feeling uneasy with the words from my mouth what am I speaking now? this is not what I'm supposed to be feeling uneasy with the trail of my feet where am I going now? this is not what I'm supposed to be no one gives me a push on my back while I'm fumbling about, my time is running out the night blinds me, I'm stuck here only the moonlight is bright enough to illuminate the way suffocated by embarrassment their glance chills me to the bone I know now that the man has sown all the seeds is me enraged by irrational anger that is burning down myself I realize now that the roots of all evil are in me feeling uneasy with the words from my mouth what am I speaking now? this is not what I'm supposed to be feeling uneasy with the trail of my feet where am I going now? this is not what I'm supposed to be no one gives me a push on my back while I'm fumbling about, my time is running out the night blinds me, I'm stuck here or should I wait for the time when Atlantis rises? I thought I was not quite myself don't care about someone's fame (give it to me now) already worn to tatters hurt by my own knives; the wounds could be mortal at any moment oh no matter how many times I try to make a medicine from the remorse, it always ends in failure because I'm alone no one gives me a push on my back while I'm fumbling about, my time is running out the night blinds me, I'm stuck here only the moonlight is bright enough to illuminate the way
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Carousel 04:34
since when? I've had it coming my way the day I set my hand to this? they say you yourself (are) the very criminal who makes life complex shouldn't have been as hard as this to live from day to day where do we go from here? I keep on wavering no matter how much I try to think through the days, through the months, through the years I keep on wavering let them plan a road on which to walk than worry about this and that time's just passing by? while I am groping for a road on which to walk in the end, there's nothing I've done if any others get through, one of them make an end of the carousel I still lose myself since when? I've had it coming my way the day I set my hand to this? they say you yourself are the very criminal who makes life complex shouldn't have been as hard as this to live from day to day so many times I've tried to get off but always lack faith in myself oh please send me a light the redemption I deserve time's just passing by? while I am groping for a road on which to walk in the end, there's nothing I've done if any others get through, one of them make an end of the carousel I still lose myself
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224 02:24
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The eyes of a femme fatale have me lose my role The voice of a femme fatale have me lose control I'm tasting this kind of circumstance I'm totally conscious but sometimes, wanna get rid of the distance between us I can come closer to you, infinitely we're far, actually don't be arrogant, you're just a caged bird I'm standing on my own feet easy to forget about you that's the way your business goes thank me, I'll be fooled but sometimes, wanna get rid of the distance between us I can come closer to you, infinitely we're far, actually don't wanna stray from the path don't wanna show myself up with shame I've been looking down on them, it is still... from the bottom of my own heart don't wanna stray from the path don't wanna show myself up with shame whem I'm out of objective view soon begin to falling into ruin your actual eyes nor your actual voice I do not know at all yet so then I have to see it all, then I have to hear it all can't help stray from the path I don't know where it came from, but the strange power fill my soul somehow I feel like making every dreams come true I don't know where it came from, but the strange power fill my soul somehow I feel like making any dreams come true come closer, infinitely we're not far, acutually want you to wait for me gonna see you now and I can't wait it anymore as the distance is filled, I'm not conscious no, perhaps already lost my role and control come closer, infinitely we're not far, acutually that's the way my love goes
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I, the dreamer, am goin' insane something still keeps whispering my name my room became empty before I knew it how cruel, tearing down my life it's just like a thunderbolt from the blue without a chance to say goodbye keep hearing my name walk to the place where my voice comes from though I’m about to collapse to both my knees stuck in my brain, or something's whispering my name now I can't make the right decision you have my heart and I have nothing to do but to wander like a... becoming plain, something's whispering my name though I can't see the right direction you have my heart and I have nothing to do but to wander like a sleep-walker I, the dreamer, am goin' insane something still keeps whispering my name let me know, for heaven's sake, that this will have an end, or won't it? without any prospects, I'll have the greatest dread keep hearing my name walk to the place where my voice comes from though I’m about to collapse to both my knees stuck in my brain, or something's whispering my name now that I can't make a right decision you have my heart and I have nothing to do but to wander like a... becoming plain, something's whispering my name though I can't see the right direction you have my heart and I have nothing to do but to wander like a sleep-walker the star is falling and the voice is thawing in the air the way is interrupted just before the stone more than a thousand words lead us to nowhere we are here
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quite exhausted, worn out body and heart 6 feet under, buried in the ground time is accelerated, swallowed by the rapid stream nothing left to do; only trash to be carried away although I thrash my cold limbs, the current's going faster n' faster by the time you realized, I've already drowned and died so to speak, like a bland novel I know for sure oh I cannot remember anything at all about it out of my fucking mind I cannot put the shoe on the other foot for the rest of my fucking life welcome, turn the first page the void is now yours take my life, I'm wandering without any reasons take my life, I've lost so many seasons quite exhausted, worn out body and heart 6 feet under, buried in the ground time is accelerated, swallowed by the rapid stream nothing left to do; only trash to be carried away although I thrash my cold limbs, the current's going faster n' faster by the time you realized, I've already drowned and died so to speak, like a bland novel, I know for sure facing death in ice-cold water with fire on my back everyday, everynight, tryin' to make just one highlight in my life blue fire may burn me to death before I drown in the rapid stream everytime, everywhere, waitin' for white bright spotlight before me facing death in ice-cold water with fire on my back blue fire may burn me to death before I drown in the rapid stream take my life, I'm wandering without any reasons take my life, I've lost so many seasons oh lord, add new chapters or kill me this life is not worth living now's the time, time to say goodbye what I have left to say is falling down from purple lips it's the least I wish you to do please hold a red beautiful rose after the last page now's the time, time to say goodbye what I have left to say is falling down from purple lips it's the least I wish you to do please hold a red beautiful rose after the last page now's the time, time to say goodbye what I have left to say is falling down from purple lips it's the least I wish you to do please hold a red beautiful rose after the last page

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released November 3, 2017

Bokuden Zaikawa: Vocals, Lyrics, Composer
Cecil Bangert: Guitar, Bass, Composer, Mixing, Mastering

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